May 2013
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I’m just so tired… I’m troubled and confused, and I just want to sleep…
April 2013
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berlinmansions asked: I love your voice and your work, especially Spellbound and Roses Dipped In Black. Thanks for the great music!
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if i were a man, maybe he would love me back…
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If you want a lover,
I’ll do anything you ask me to.
And if you want another...
– Leonard Cohen (via borderflatline)
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Anonymous asked: Hiii:D just wanted to say you are beautiful!!:)
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i wish i weren’t so boycrazy. :/
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i don’t know why, but i feel a little sick.. it’s like my heart is broken, but only slightly.
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self-inflicted mental abuse
I am too hard on myself,
completely faithless in my abilities.
I refer to myself and everything I do as shit.
I know it isn’t true, yet I’m constantly mentally abusing myself.
I want to make it stop.
I’m going to make it stop.
Everyone else believes in me…
Family, friends, teachers, colleagues.
Why shouldn’t I? Why can’t I?
I’ve gotta be proud....
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obscure
there doesn’t seem to be a place for me here. i just don’t belong.
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Shane: "What the fuck is so great about feeling?"
Anonymous asked: Do you get afraid of being to close?
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March 2013
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i want to die…
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binders.
I got my binder today. I got the Underworks tri-top model 983 in nude. I measured and everything, but this thing was almost impossible to get on and take off. I couldn’t breathe. I probably had it on for a few hours or so, maybe it is too tight, or maybe I just need to break it in. Quite honestly though, the whole thing just made me really sad.. I was so happy about getting this,...
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So, I recently made a new tumblr. I made it so I could post more personal, fun things, unrelated to music, but I don’t think I’m going to use it, only because I hate having to separate myself into two different people… I just want to be one complete person.
I’m being vague, only because I’ve been dealing with some very complex feelings recently, which I’ll...
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contralto is the best female voice type
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relapse.
just when I was starting to accept and love parts of myself,
I relapse…
I find myself in a really confusing place once again.
I thought I could be happy this way…
but I’m not sure anymore.
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February 2013
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i don’t know why i like you so much..
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sometimes I can’t tell if I want to fuck you or if I want to be you.
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i wanna be your pet.
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i just want to please you.