i don’t know why, but i feel a little sick..
it’s like my heart is broken,
but only slightly.
I am too hard on myself,
completely faithless in my abilities.
I refer to myself and everything I do as shit.
I know it isn’t true, yet I’m constantly mentally abusing myself.
I want to make it stop.
I’m going to make it stop.
Everyone else believes in me…
Family, friends, teachers, colleagues.
Why shouldn’t I? Why can’t I?
I’ve gotta be proud. I’m good…
It’s time to start believing in myself and start kicking some ass!! No more comparing myself to anyone else. I just have to be the best I can be. Nothing else matters. I’m wonderful in my own right. I’m special.
there doesn’t seem to be a place for me here.
i just don’t belong.